My Live Sized Journal......

Finally, Noelia has cried, but over a stupid thing. Even thought she doesn't want to admit it, she is jealous of Meisha because she got the bling,bling, which means she has a lot of money. Noelia has been such a bitc-. Colin doesn't want me to get him pizza anymore, for some messed up reason. My mother was up in my buissness, saying that I lied to my teachers about my grades, which were bad. Those stupid people in my lunch, named Freakie Lady, Birthday Boy, and Gel Boy plus others are getting on my nerves! Yesterday they gave me a fuc- up love letter that wasn't true, and was really stupid. Anyway, I also got a new kitty named Zenro. Something like that...

Yuck! I have been so busy with school, family, friends, and life. I got three F's,a D, two C's and the rest A's. I didn't tell me mother until yesterday morning, and she was pissed off. My teacher is giving me detention everyday I fail to bring my reportcard signed.F-ck that! My mother is all up on me, saying that I am a liar,(which I am not) and she going to take me out of Boston Latin School. Last week, we got into a huge fight, I mean a huge one, with physical fighting, but it wasn't anything too major. My mother was saying that I lied to her about my grades, which i didn't, because i showed her my quizzes,test,etc which were good!I just didn't turn in my term projects for math,ElA, and history. F-ck that....

I had a huge fight with my mother, not arguement, but actual fight with fists. She was all mad at me because I drew a anime picture in Church. That is no reason to get all mad and cuss at me. When we fought she pulled my hair (and lucky I my hair didn't fall out), and busted my lip. I fought back as well! I punched her, but she weights twices as much as me. Also she got all mad, saying I had blamned the dog for scratching my ear and calling me a liar! Pleased!! Then calling me a piece of sh-t and a bitc-! My mother took away my keys, thinking that I would be all scared!!!

Omg! On my report card I got three F's, one D, two C's and the rest A's, but my mom is going to be pissed at me, thought I really don't care. Winnie is being a bit--, ,like always! She comes to the club I am in, and takes, no steals all the manga in the club I am in. She doesn't even stays! But anyway, we watched this cool movie that anime in it, I mean it was so cool! It was a movie on the computer/game Final Fantasy. It had lots of fighting, maybe too much...

Yesterday, Noelia got pissed off at me for no reason at all, and so we got into a fight,cussing,etc. I know she won't hit me because, first of all, because she might be able to fight doesn't support the fact that she has never been in a fight. Second, I will kick her a--! Then Pauline and Meisha are saying not to try to talk to her. NO I am not going to that,instead I cussed her out. She got mad at me for a stupid reason, saying I reminded her of her father. (Which she says is evil.)Owww... too bad! Man, please, she wouldn't last a day in my shoes. Then Noelia gets mad at everyone, even Meisha, when Meisha didn't do anything wrong to her. After, usaully the next day, after that stupid bitc-, is cool down, she goes right back to her. And Meisha always takes Noelia's side!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My groundfloor teacher gave me detention, all because of that stupid theater teacher. My health/gym teacher named Ms.Pitchard who is really nice and one of my faviote teachers say me yesterday with Meisha and Noelia. She was so surpised when I told her I got detention. She actually has faith in me to do well, and I know I can, but I am too lazy. Yesterday when I got detention I was crying out of anger. When I get anger to a point, I start to shed a few tears... But anyway, these sixies at my breakfast table are so cute, and funny. There is one biy who thinks he can rap...

I am so f-cking mad at my theater teacher. She wrote a stupid letter to my groundfloor master saying that I ripped up my grade which was a F cuz I didn't want to do it. Its not like I knew I had to get it signed or anything. And my teacher wants me to serve a day worth of detention, saying it was rude and I ripped it up in the theater teacher's face! But that ain't true!!! I got really mad today in Spanish at my team I was with for this game. They are SO slow!!! The sixies are so cute and funny. They are mad short thought. I am going to most likely be mad for the rest of the day, because of her!!!!!!

I am so tired....tired of life! I woke up today at 6:00 am,for no reason at all, and I live right down the street from my school! My mother picked me up early from school today at 2:00 pm. MY school ends at 2:15 pm. Uggg! At school mad people were dressed up for Halloween. A dude, who is about 15 years old, was dressed up as a maid, another as a cheerleader. Some people were dressed up as vampires, banannas, sandwhichs,etc. I was like, its not that serious! I got my showcase for history graded, but I got a zero because I was too lazy to do it. Lol...I am tired!

Uggh! My mother and I had a huge agurement. She was yelling at me to get up, and saying for me to get dress when I was doing so. My mother gets on my nerves so much. My mama made me get up so early, even thought I live right down the f-ckin' school. But anyway, one of my best friends, Meisha, the one who got sick came back to school, all ok. Omg, I have a Spanish Test today which I do not want to take. I know a lot of Spanisb anyway, thought I am not Spanish myself. (My grandmother was....) Some of the people in my spainsh class are so slow. My other best friend named Noelia, who is hispanic, thinks that the other kids do not study at all, and she doesn't blame our Spanish teacher for being impacient at all. I just split between Noelia's opionion and the other kids in my spanish class opionion. Anyway, this week has be a dragg for me...

I am so pissed off right now! My theater teacher gave me a F because I didn't do my little project. I swear, she hates me for no reason! She was saying that I had a attuide and crap like that. My friend named Meihsa was sick and had to go home earily. I feel bad for her, because this morning she was healthy as a horse. This kid named Derek, had this girl put make-up on him, and it was so funny! He had lip stick on him and eye liner. Those people at lunch that get on my nerves, were a little quiter than usual. Bold Spot and his gang weren't their today at all either. I am so mad a Colin, he is such a traitior! I keep on saying that I will never talk to him ever again, but I know that I will probably talk to him again.

So far, my day hasn't been too bad, but I am mad at my friend named Colin. He left my table to sit with others at another table. My friends and I were joking on how he was now a tratior. He will come back to us in a couple of months. Mad people who I don't know in my school come up to me and I am like what the...? One girl who is in the tenth grade invited me to her friend, named Dan's birthday party. Of course I said no because I don't even know her, or her friends. They know me from one of their friends named Tory. I am thinking about spay-painting,not dying my hair pink and wear pink for Halloween. I am starting to believe that my teachers are dissapointed in me,cuz I am not trying my hardess. Pleaase! I do my homework whenever I feel like doing it, got it? Last year I had a bad reputantion as a sixie (7th grader) cuz I always got into trouble, and when I got detinton I didn't go to them. This stupid boy(s)are starting to get on my neveres, I will seriously slap one of them upside their heads. Math was so funny today, cuz our teacher wasn't here, and saddly we had a teacher who looked like a witch with a ok personality. I can't believe Noelia is sitting next to HER! I mean Winnie, the sister of the ugly,retarted Ben, who can't even blow his nose. I swear is Winne talks behind my back again, and I find out, well lets say, something will go down....

I been so annoyed today. My stupid friend named Noelia called me a slut in the middle of class, knowing I am not! This girl named Christan, thinks she is all ghetto when she not. She keeps on saying that and along with this asian kid named Angelo. Then Angelo said something about baggy pants, and Christan saying that he ain't ghetto, well Angelo is more ghetto than her! I like theater, but my teacher can be a real drag sometimes, and she is pissing me off. Latin class was once again so funny! My teacher named Ms.Lewis is a good teacher, and ... kinda dirty... But anyway,yeah. Yesterday I went to see my probation officer, and she said this big speech about me doing well, and I am looking at her like she is crazy. Cuz, first I am smart and I get good grades, two I never get into trouble....My history subsitude was a bitch, saying that I am missing these assignments and the picture isn't right cuz I always finish first in my history class. I could not stand her!

Today was a ok day. I didn't get to finish my breakfast today which wasn't fair! Bald Spot the one from lunch and his little group of friends are seriously starting to get on my nerves. Noelia was being kinda of mean today and really annoying. Lately she has been making every little thing into a bigger problem, for her benifit. Also I can't understand why Winnie is trying to be my friend and all, when she knows that I do not like her. Colin, I realized is more of a perv than i thought. Like yesteraday he was feelin' on Meisha. It was so funny,thought!